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What's the turning point of my life?

Asked by neonlight (164points) June 26th, 2016

It’s been a while since my thoughts are leading my way and no logical sense follows me. I am 29 yo and an attorney at law. Actually it’s been a pretty successful year for me and loads of people supported me. Anyhow, I feel incomplete. I have this urgency to leave everything behind feeling most of the time. I would like to travel the world, get inspired by the art and hang out with new people, new faces and listen their stories. I am high spirited and I find myself dreaming what could it be to have a such life. I let myself to have second life in my mind but deep inside in the corner of my mind I am afraid to loose my mind. Because the imaginary life attracts me even more.

The truth is I’ve changed a lot over the years. I am growning up each day and the things i liked changed, too. What I liked yesterday, doesn’t valid for the today. I assume I am bored everything cause my life is kinda monotone. For this very reason, I need to get new hobby, new people in my life, I know that! But what I don’t know is how to do it. Because what I like the most is the traveling the world. It makes me free, it makes my heart good. It is good for my soul, I feel energetic all the time. I have the power to change the world when it comes to that point. But I can’t and that is killing me! Because I have a job and have my responsibility (I am not married though). Even though I run away, I need to earn some money to go on. So I believe I am stuck in here and don’t know what to do with this enormous energy I have.

Maybe it a mid-life crises, they say all the time. Don’t get me wrong, I love my job and appreciate everything I have all the time. But I am just confused. I find myself evaluate everything I have on my mind. And you know, when your brain starts to talk, doesn’t stop.

I would be very happy to read your experiences, recommendations or anything else to shape myself up!

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