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How do I stop caring about other people?

Asked by SergeantQueen (12874points) November 14th, 2021

Man, I am such a loser being so freaking upset over this dumbass boy. Don’t know why I still care, haven’t talked in like 3 months. But I was never given a real reason for it. There was no reason for it. I just got given up on for no reason.

And I do not want it to happen again. I wish I Never cared at all. I regret trusting him so badly and I regret thinking he was different, he wasn’t.

I have been in relationships before obviously. But I can tell you right now I never have ever cared or loved for someone as much as that. It was scary.

Point is, is that I am done. I never should have trusted him, I didn’t want to. I didn’t want to care and I certainly didn’t want to love him because I was just so scared of getting hurt. But I did anyways and now I am just stuck. It has not stopped hurting once, and it is just getting worse.

So because of this, I have officially decided it is just best for me to stop caring. I do not want to be with anyone, I don’t want to get close to anyone. It has never ended well. So I am done with it.

How do I get rid of my empathy? How do I stop caring? How do I stop trusting?

These are genuine questions please. I do not want these emotions anymore. It hurts too much

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