They have totally blocked me from there lives. I don’t really know why, except it really hurts my feelings. It took one or two people that decided not to like me now it’s spread to almost everyone. I ditched my childhood friend to hang out with this new group of friends back in high school. Now they all want nothing to do with me. There’s nothing I can do to change any of this, I just wanted to write it and see what people said. I’m poor, their all rich, if they wanted to make things tough for me they could pretty easily, this scares the crap out of me. I was going to try to go back to school so I wouldn’t be such a loser but it’s not happening. I feel like shit, what should I do??