i am a homeless youth in need of some psychological help

i recognize the problem and am actively choosing to get better

but in a world gone mad, were mental health is not a priority in society

where can i find help? without having to spend a fucked up about of time getting a bullshit job with some corporate monster in order to get health insurance that will cover homeopathic psych work (as i refuse to take Pharisaical’s to cover up the issue, which is all the state seems to pay for, you know “give them all pills, keep that riot quit, keep them safe and warm in side that norm, well fuck that i live with-in-sanity and ill be there if you need me, so Dr.‘s you should know before their greedy HMO tries to bleeds me that your Freudian slip is showing”)

im not comfortable talking about the direct issue at hand on here

but to sum it up i am having horrifically disturbing dreams, related to a trauma in my childhood

i wake up sweating and screaming

and it is becoming a big burden on me and those i bunk with in shelters and friend’s homes

now, i have been practicing lucid dream work to try and retrain my mind and overcome this

but the trauma is strong

any suggestions at all will be helpful

((bows humbly)) thank you for your time and help