Yesterday, he called me begging me to get on Skype. When he was crying my heart thumped and I knew what was going to happen because I’ve never seen him this badly. He told me that things don’t feel the same for him anymore and he’s been feeling this way since December. He waited for my visit (New Year’s) to see if it’d change but it didn’t. We had a lot of fun I thought, but he told me he was trying hard to make his feelings come back but they just wouldn’t.

I asked if he cheated, if there’s someone else, if he’s curious to date around, but he said it’s none of those. He says he is UNSURE why his feelings changed but he thinks that the Army could have to do with it. He’s been in for 2½ years so I don’t know why now would be a time to change. He has language training (Dari) til June, training, then deployment for 6–9 months…and a possible mission to Australia after.

He said he felt like we grew apart and that he has so much going on. I don’t understand because I didn’t think we grew apart, we skyped every night, I’m so confused why it happened. He said he don’t know why it happened either…

Is it possible for his feelings to change back? We went on Skype and couldn’t talk without crying but today he texted me and asked how I was. Then we video chatted for 5 min and we seemed fine…