Follow-up thought, tying into your comment “And with that realization I can’t stop feeling scared for the future.”
I have known of more than one person who had a dream of the career they wanted to pursue, only to realize when they finished school that in truth they really had no desire any more to follow that path. Is this your situation?
Some youngsters imagine they want to be a doctor or an astronaut or a musician or a firefighter and follow that dream single-mindedly through school and right on into a satisfying career. Others outgrow their original notions and change course along the way. Some, however, forget to reexamine their early ambitions while they’re growing up, and they may end up walking out on graduation day with a certificate in hand for a future they no longer want. It happens. It can happen especially when there’s the spectre of parental expectations and disappointment bearing down on you and discouraging any change of plans.
I think the best thing to do is to reevaluate your situation realistically and figure out what you truly do want. How can you salvage something from what you’ve done while moving toward where you want to be instead? The prospect of spending the next 40 or 50 years engaged in a business or profession that doesn’t excite you and fulfill you ought to be enough motivation to take the hit now while there’s still plenty of time.