This is inconceivable.The pain that the family and friends (you) are experiencing must be unbearable. If you discover what caused her death, however, I do not think that your “why” will ever truly be answered. Death is mysterious. Your neighbor’s death is mysterious and is, moreover, shockingly tragic. It feels to me like you are wondering WHY? on a much deeper level than the practical facts may reveal. If I am being presumptuous, please forgive me. Is it possible, though, that on some subconscious level you realize that your need for an answer may be a lifelong process? Why did she die? How could a young mother be taken away from her children and husband who need her so desperately? How can life be so unkind? What does this kind of random tragedy say about my life?
These are the why’s that you will seek to answer throughout your lifetime, I believe. After
having read your post, I am pondering the same questions. I imagine that many other
readers of your post are also part of the collective why’s. It appears that, on some level,
we humans are all philosophical creatures. We wonder about our existence. We wonder
about the end of our existence as we know it to be. Most of us are also compassionate and empathic. Your story affects us all.
My heart goes out to you. My heart goes out to this young mother and all who loved and
were loved by her. Though I do not know them, or even you for that matter, I will often wonder about them and forever ask…WHY?