I will support you :) I am in the same kind of situation my support system is all gone, my friends have decided to forget about me but I think I have had some part in that.
Fluther is a great way to make supportive friends I have one that I feel bad I don’t talk to often enough and I don’t want him to think I forget about him, because I don’t.
None of my friends even remembered my bday this year and one of those friends I am supposed to be such good friends with that I am his bridesmaid :/
After having a lot of loss in my life I thought my friends would be more helpful, but I feel like to my friends I am more of a pain in the ass and have lost them as well. My BFF for over 16 yrs did not even stay for my fathers funeral longer than 15 min. And I had to hold her hand (literally) and guide her at my husbands funeral. Which about 10 months after she sent me a text that said “Your almost over that aren’t you? You should be moving on.” Her lack of empathy is crushing. And I can probably relate somehow to you, I’m sorry for you I know the feeling.