Well, we are friends with benefits. It just started out as a platonic but slightly uneasy years ago, and then 3 years ago a drunk hook up happened. Then it happened again. Which basically sparked the friends with benefits relationship, which none of our friends know about as a decision upon both of us to keep things simpler. Last summer my house was the party house, and he and his friends would be at my house every weekend, and he’d stay in my room, and no one thought anything of it. When I moved away, he got a girl friend 2 months later, then broke up after I was home for a week, but things had been on the rocks prior to my home coming.
Over the summer, I definitely developed feelings for him, but have ignored them, in fear of ruining one of my best relationships i have going. I would definitely want something like that with him, however I would be returning back to school in the fall, which is 8 hous from where he lives, so I don’t know if it would be fair to start something.