I used to be really shy in the past, I mean like, abnormally. Some of it went away when I started working as a waitress, and more went away on its own I guess. But I’m still really timid, ecxept at least all the anxiety and stuff isn’t there anymore.
So when I’m around strangers, I’m really quiet and reclusive when people speak to me, but when I’m with friends or at least people I know moderately well, I get all hyper and never shut up. People notice the change of course, especially when strangers are around. I won’t say much, until they go, then I start talking a lot and stuff.
Although I think that whole thing is a lack of balance acting up when it comes to my socialization spectrum, rather than a Jekyll/Hyde thing, since it’s a behaviour thing rather than personality, but it does come from my personality I guess.
Otherwise, not really. There are a lot of things inside me that I keep there, like thoughts, opinions and emotions, which are considerably much darker and crude than what I allow myself to publicly present, (like it couldn’t get any worse haha) but since it doesn’t come out, it’s a caged monster. Although perhaps some of it controls or at least highly influences the actions I do or wtv.