The night is my element, I always feel more alive, healthy and alert. It’s really hard for me now that I have a daytime schedule, with school and work. Because like, even if I was up for the last 14 hours, I start getting all hyped up when darkness falls, even though I should go to bed, I always retire much too late and feel like shit the next day haha. I could blame my alcoholism, but it was like that long before I was drinking.
Day depresses me with its blue skies and bright sun and people everywhere, always has. Unless it’s overcast, because then, I know that the night will be even darker than usual. I used to love power outages as a child.
Night was always a friend to me, and I always feel that I’m at my best then, it’s like I can do everything better at night. But night is so kind to me, because I’m kind to it, too.
No, I’m not saying I’m a vampire, but I’m not a people person, and when most are asleep, I’m free to be me, and night accommodates my personal needs haha.