@asmonet In order for a person to go to heaven they must be sinless. God says that sin (affliction) shall not arise a second time.(Nahum 1:9) In order to get to the point of sinlessness we must confess our sins to God and repent form the sins we commit. Once we turn away from those sins and are living a righteous life, when we die, we will be resurrected at the second coming and go to heaven.
But a person who kills them self cannot repent of the murder they just committed because there is no repentance in the grave. That is because when you die you are no longer conscious of what’s going on around you. (Ecclesiastes 9:10) You cease to exist until the resurrection. (Revelation 20:5)
Now the criteria for going to heaven is a sinless life. If you go and kill yourself you would have committed a sin, thou shalt not kill (Exodus 20:13). You will not be able to repent of that sin, because you would not have been able to repent of it in the grave. The same mindset of wanting to kill your self is still in you. You have not changed. The same way you go into the grave is the same way you will be resurrected. If you die a sinner you will be raised a sinner and face the judgement. If you die a saint you will be raised a saint at the second coming.
God cannot and will not go against his word. If he did then the devil will be right that God’s law is too hard to keep and that we must sin. God DOES understand but that doesn’t mean that he will exempt you.
Then why don’t we all just kill ourselves and cut out this long drawn out life and cut to the second coming. God will understand right? Remember always before you begin to formulate your ideas from what you feel, There is a way that seems right unto man but the end there of are the ways of death. (Proverbs 14:12)