Well, ya know, it’s all in the attitude, maybe, instead of having a ” I don’t give a crap” day, just accept and embrace a ” I don’t give a crap” life! hahaha
I don’t mean in a super negative way, just in a generalized, ” whatever…it’s ALL temporary.” :-D
@Coloma That sounds wonderful. There’s no Walden Pond here, but there is an odd path that takes me to a huge open field next to a great big forest. I go exploring in there sometimes.
I wish I did cool stuff like that on my IDGAF days. What I really do is stay in my jammies all day, eat cookies, hang out in my online communities, and drink lots of wine.
I work most of my “days off” so I don’t often have the luxury to mope around but when I do, I let myself vegetate at home, however it goes. A few times I’ve just laid in bed all day and watched one movie after another until I broke the funk. I allow myself to not be spot on all the time instead of picking apart the whys.
On days I don’t give a crap, I’ve done really stupid and dangerous things. Some time back, on lesser apathy days but still pretty I don’t give no fuck days, I tried to fix things, convince myself that it would be alright, or just tried going on. I guess you only do that when you don’t give a crap.
These days I just drink. It’s a good way to give meaning to things without having to do anything but give a blowjob to some bottles. At least, in illusion form. I think I like my older non drinking self better.