I have 4 main reasons I will never attempt suicide. My Kid #1 and Kid #2, and a screaming fit my mom gave me when I mentioned suicide to her at 13 years of age.
The 4th reason is—I don’t want “suicide” to be the first thing (or the only thing) people remember about me. I noticed a while ago that no matter how full a person’s life was, or how amazing (or depressed) they were, if they kill themselves, whenever their name comes up, the first thing people think of is, “He/She killed her/himself.” I don’t want that.