It’s really simple. Change the brain chemistry. Lithium did it for me. I was getting awful close to killing myself and then they put me on Lithium and a year later, I was out of danger, I think. I mean, Lithium had an immediate (one month) effect, in that it ratcheted my depression down enough to be able to avoid killing myself. Without it, who knows? But they have studies that it works.
There are more than 200 different combinations of drugs they use to help folks who are suicidal. They don’t know which one will work, but usually, if they get enough time, they can find something.
It is really, really weird to be thinking about suicide one day, and to be unable to think about it the next. That’s when I realized how much chemicals control our thoughts. I used to think I was in control and now I realize that if I am in control at all, it is to a small degree, and a lot of it has to do with brain chemistry. Scary, eh? Frankly, I don’t think anyone who hasn’t experienced it can believe it. It just feels like we’re in control. Everyone knows they are in control. We take it for granted. The very idea that we are not in control seems absurd. Ya’ll are lucky you can think that. But I can’t any more.