I always figured I’d be doing what I did even if I was going to die in the next minute. I always tried to live that way. This is the most important thing for me to be doing at this very second.
I’m still working on this answer. I was 25 feet from a fatal car accident. I knew I was going to die. There weren’t any other options. Someone else saved my ass with a wild move. I was apologizing to loved ones for getting killed. I just don’t have an answer yet.