I have seen many things, some horrible some beautiful. I have survived death of parents, war, divorce, and assorted bullshit. I think I am pretty worldly, in spite of myself.
And yet I must confess, I do not understand exactly what the benefit of “increasing my sperm load” might be, and I am not real sure that I even know precisely what you mean.
Are you trying to make yourself more “fertile” or do you just want to make a bigger wet spot. My girlfriend doesn’t like the wet spot, which means I usually get it, in which case I would want it to be smaller.
I know this does not answer your question, I know this is in General, so I figure this will get modded. But before the Mods come to get me, I just gots to know.