I have many acquaintances. Or not. How am I to know how many others have? If I look up social networking, it seems like people have thousands of friends, and I have only around one hundred. Do I have so few because I don’t spend much time there, or do I not spend much time there because I have so few? Or do I not spend time there because it is really boring?
I think, like most people, I prefer interesting and in-dept relationships. One on one. I’d prefer to be in love, actually, because that’s the only time I find I get to the really interesting stuff in a relationship. I don’t like barriers between me and others, and unless we’re in love, there always seems to be barriers. Of course, you can’t love everyone—all your friends, but I find that really puts distance between me and others, and generally I feel lonely. This world was not made for me. It really is a kind of “what’s the point” sort of thing.