I used to get a lot of compliments, but that stopped about 10 years ago. I still get a compliment or two, but nothing like before, previously I had compliments on secific parts of my body, my lips, my eyes, my breasts, and even and overall, you’re pretty comment, but now all of those are rare. I think part of it is probably when I was younger, the young men had alterior motives, and I also was working in an environment where I was dressed up and dealing with the public, as opposed to now you can often find me in work-out clothes in the supermarket with no makeup on.
Currently I feel overweight by about 10–20 pounds, and I did a laser treatment to smooth some wrinkles, that I believe left me looking more wrinkled not less. I am very frustrated by that, and have a lot of regrets about doing it.
If I lost some weight I think it would improve things, improve my figure for sure, and give my face some positive benefits like maybe my eyelids would not be as heavy, but if I lose too much I am pretty sure my face would suffer and look even more wrinkled.
Two little things I have always thought are imperfect are my nose is a little large and I don’t like my hairline, but I don’t dwell on those things in any way. Plus, I guess those things make me me. A little character my grandma would say, especially about my wrinkles around my eyes. Funny, I had crows feet since I can remember, and usually got compliments on them. Now,everyone is paying so much money to get rid of theirs. I never wanted them competely gone, not even when I did the laser treatment. It would be nice if my stomach didn’t hold so much weight, but, if I do lose weight that will be much better.