@illusionslies You said, I know how to act/behave appropriately in social situations, it’s just that I choose not to.
The reason that we have social norms, and manners, is so that we can avoid hurting other people, or to avoid being misunderstood, or to avoid creating tension and drama and pain for no reason.
If you continue to behave like that, you are likely to cause a world of hurt to yourself and others. It’s unlikely that you will be able to find, or hold down a job.
It’s unlikely that you will ever find a mate, unless it’s with someone who’s so pathetically messed up emotionally, that you will just end up in a relationship in which you are abusing the other person.
Why would you want to act like a jerk, just to act like a jerk?
You may not have Asperger’s syndrome, but it sounds like you have some serious, potentially damaging mental issues that need to be worked out with a therapist.
You never did mention how old you are? Are you still in High School, because that is was I guessed. Do you still live with your parents? Are they OK with you acting like a jerk?
You can’t make that girl respond back to you. What you did (even if she asked you to do it) was mean and stupid. She probably thinks you’re a jerk and has no interest in talking to you ever again, even if you did apologize. Please just leave her alone.