My boyfriend and I have been dating for a couple months now and we are sexually active (we use protection EVERY time). I’m 17(almost 18) and he’s 20. I am sexually attracted to him and I like the idea of making love with him but when it comes down to it I have to bite my tongue to keep from stopping him. I want him to be happy more than anything in the world and I know it’s not fair of me to say yes then change my mind just before we do it but several times now I’ve done it when I didn’t really want to. He’s not making me do it, if he knew I felt like this he would never make me do it. It feels good while it’s happening but I always feel really dirty and shitty about myself afterwards but I want to do what he wants. Does that make me a slut?

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