Not 911, or the suicide hotline… but something for minor distress. like help finding the will to do more than just bathe oneself, and have groceries delivered. What I do Is call my mom, but we talk long distance on the telephone for four hours a day. I can’t afford a psychologist $150/hour right now, and my social worker isn’t always available .
My mom want’s me to focus on food, clothing and shelter first. Sure, I could blow away more money on pizza. I am trying something new… I have sandwich meat , bread and mustard, shipped to my door sometimes with KFC ,and I also get Ensure meal replacement drinks sent as well for $10
a trip. Any how, I want to be a relaxed shut it for the winter and save some money to take classes at the local college. I find writing helps me to feel like I have a purpose.

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