Some fears have magnified and others have diminished.
I am more afraid of risky driving. Partly because I was in an accident and partly just because as I get older I know better and better how life can change in an instance or even be over.
I am less afraid of what others think.
I am more afraid of eating foods that are bad for me.
I have always been bad with making major decisions and my anxiety/fear actually seems worse now in these situations, but I can make the decisions more readily now, because I am better at not caring as much about the consequence. I can kind of just put my mind in the spot of saying, fuck it, I’m unsure, but just bite the bullet. In a way it is worse and in a way it is better. My husband is so much better at making decisions, I am fascinated by it.