@knitper The food is a great point, I am definitely a little more complicated about food now, even taking into account for several years in my early 20’s a couldn’t digest dairy well and avoided it for years, incuding ordering pizza with no cheese. Now, I worry about dying from eating badly, and that proves to be way more compicated.
Also, I am under more stress than ever and having memory problems (I think a lot of it is from the stress) and that is contributing to me being more high strung and complicated. I hope it is temporary and this isn’t going to be a ling standng trend.