My younger years were extremely hard because of my family life, and my early adult years consisted of me trying to fix myself in every way my dysfunctional family broke me, but I wasn’t very good at it. I got into a couple of relationships that I shouldn’t have, I didn’t stay true to myself and I ended up making my life harder. Now that I’m 30 and finally feeling like I’ve made some progress emotionally, I’d like to stop here. But I want the body I had at 25, because I experienced a really bad rib injury that, even after years, is refusing to heal. It makes everything much harder and less enjoyable. But I feel more emotionally stable and sure of myself now than I have at any other point in my life, even though I still feel that there’s a lot of room for improvement.
Welcome to Fluther, by the way! :)