Personally, yes I am. More so I’m afraid of dying young. Just the thought of not existing anymore scares me. Being dead for all eternity is a scary thought if you really think about it. I know we are going to die one day. In the violent, chaotic world we live in, anything can happen at anytime. It just goes to show how fragile and short life truly is. One day your here the next your gone. The death of my Bishops wife last year was what got me really thinking about it. She had diabetes and an infection on her leg. The amputated her leg but it was too late. The disease eventually reached her lungs. She died a couple months after. I’ve known her for most my life. She was like a Mother to me and the entire Church. Her death just crushed us all. It also got me thinking about Life & God. We prayed for so long and so hard but she still left us. Like is God really there? if so why doesn’t he answer our calls. Why does he choose some to live and others to die? is there a Heaven? I don’t even know anymore.
Life is just too crazy and confusing. Just going to live it to fullest.

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