Maybe your body was trying to tell you something, that you are stuck in a rut and need to grow. Food and Osteen tapes are temporary fixes, though I don’t share the fondness that you and @Cruiser have for Prosperity Gospel.
@Jak‘s advice is a good starting point. Take stock of where you are and express gratitude for what you have.
The next step is to think of where to go next.
Here are some suggestions for how to expand your world, all of which have been mentioned by us in previous posts:
Join a meetup
Join a church
Do volunteer work
Take a course at a community college (maybe some vocational training)