Sorry, kids, I didn’t mean to blow anyone off:
I appreciate the heartfelt word of encouragement, @ARE_you_kidding_me. In the big picture it’s something that’s just going to have to work itself out. I have improved my eating habits and eliminated alcohol, and that’s improved my functioning, if not the situation.
I’ve been having a cycle of my ‘tiny hives from hell’ lately, and a nurse suggested I might try benedryl for that, anyway (although she had her doubts).
Fortunately, @Rarebear, it was ½ price, so I only spent $2 and change. lol
Thanks, @cazzie. I can’t afford to talk to a professional and I’m not good at talking about it with friends. I can’t stand the one-dimensionality of only telling sound bites and no one has a week to spare for details.
No wine. No TV, but I’ve been taking refuge in good, but easily read, books.
Exercise, exercise, exercise. I get it, @jca. J/K
I’ve never been good at exercising for exercise sake, but I should really just do it. We’ll see. There is a rural park nearby that’s basically a steep wooded hill with a loop at the top. I’ve walked/run it before and it’s about ideal. No promises.
As you all seem to know, the problem with anxiety/depression is getting started and making change.
Thanks, all.