Something to be ashamed of? I tip my hat to you. If no one else does, I find it admirable. Look at it this way, like an eye, a foot, your hearing; once it is gone, it is gone for good. It is one of the truly priceless things you can give, but most just give it to anyone who hardly has any importance to their life long-term. Believe me, who has the honor (or not) to being the first owns that part of you forever, even if he hates you and insults you the moment he bamboozled you out of it, he has it forever, to brag about over billiard games, in locker rooms, sitting around shooting the breeze; and he will talk, have not met one who hasn’t. Don’t be in a hurry to be a trophy