@Lefteh – thank you! I can’t make any decisions without them! Nothing, long term, is ever decided without them in mind. If I even thought of making a decision without them, that’s about the time they would vote me off the island. :)
@PupnTaco (cool name!) I never thought I’d be in my shoes and it just plain ole sucks! I think, this helped though. At times, you just have to throw a thought out there and see where it goes. After I did this. I slept, last night (early this morning), for the first time, all week. It’s not an exact thing and I am still finding my way, but I am able to think things through, much better now!
@ Randy. Thank you and you are correct, ever moment is precious!
@Lars – don’t worry, your fat catus woman isn’t giving up, yet. I just really had to hit that bottom, it’s been a very long, very wearing week. (on so many fronts!) You know how I work – backwards. This week, very backwards. You just get so damn tired of every curveball being thrown your way. One day, my biggest worry will be to color my growing hair or not to color my growing hair! Love you too! Hope the kid and the dog are good!!
@whatthefluther(awesome name!) Wow. My Aunt and my cousin, came flooding back to me when I read your post. They both had ALS and they both taught everyone how to accept life, however it is. Today, I am thinking more clearly and have talked to my husband and we’re on the same page. We understand where we are going and what our next decision will be. Thank you for this post. It was like my Aunt sitting me down for a good talk, all over again.
@Judi. Thank you! Don’t stop! :)
@Everyone. Thank you, I appreciate the posts!