I would lost all the jellies, that have helped me out. But I might accidentally omit someone. Pretty much every jelly has helped me with something. Some, more than others, and some called me out on certain things that helped me, although the jelly probably didn’t even know it.
To the jellies who PM me, to check on me (you know who you are, ) I am forever grateful. I can’t express how much it means to me. I’m not used to people caring about me…
My close friend, who recently moved away, has helped me through the last 8 months of my life a LOT. He calls me, almost every night. His supportive of me, and yet also scolds me, when I need it. He and I have lost several friends, over the past few years. Some, to suicide. I think he’s trying to keep me, from falling that far…
When my dog/daughter died this January, I tried to drink myself to death. He convinced me to seek help. I did. I went insane, for like 3 weeks. He helped bring me back… Well. Back to as sane as I guess you could call me…