Depends. Generally speaking I am levelheaded in most situations and I’ve heard all my life how people admire that about me, so I believe others would say that because they have. When I’m not composed, though, I’m a real mess… like total meltdown mode. I would say 90% of the time it’s about money or a threat to my safety, then I lose my cool bigtime.
I think I’ve said this before, probably many times, but I also think a lot of my personality translates poorly in text if we’ve never met face to face, because I talk plainly about things that people take as anger or upset, but I habitually approach a lot of highly charged topics from a rational place as a defense mechanism and I think it comes across badly in certain contexts.