Maybe it’s just me. I’m just starting to wonder if this year is real or if it’s a dream. I don’t just mean all the stuff in the news like the Virus or the civil unrest. I just mean in general, things feel very off for me. Like nothing is really going right. I just keep waiting for things to get worse, I guess.

It’s a weird state to be in and I’m curious if it’s just me. I feel like I am floating through life and that I don’t have any real control. It’s starting to scare me a bit. Maybe it is because of all the stuff in the news. I don’t know.