My high school days. It was three years of isolation not totally, I did have some people who weren’t mean to me, but they weren’t close to me either. Somehow the kids at school just decided that I was a freak and I shouldn’t be included in anything. Even some teachers were especially mean to me. There was a girl who wanted to be my friend, but in the end she was just doing that to “change” me and earn a reputation of being the saint who reformed a sinner. People either thought I didn’t exist or I was an annoyance.
Things started to get better in college, when people started to care less about being “cool”. I got to meet some genuinely good people who I’m still in contact with today. This was also the time when I became involved with Fluther. The people that I met were supportive enough for me to finally realize that some toxic people I was with weren’t worth my time.
I think my current time is the most stable time of my life compared to other periods before. I have a good support system, knowledge about the world, and the most life experience. I don’t think my past self would have imagined life to be this way. I used to hear talk about how high school was the best time in one’s life, and how life would get worse and people would get meaner, and I have never believed it. Looking back, high school was the worst time of my life and people just get tired of high school drama as they grow up. I have no nostalgia for high school in any way.