I know I am asking for specific responses, I have heard a ton of negative stories about medications and I basically just want to hear the positives and get some reassurance

I think I am going to start medication again. I am really scared about it because I am not sure how it will affect my future job. I am a criminal justice major looking to become a social worker/advocate. But, my depression has been getting worse. I cut my legs a lot last week and I really need help. I have had a few doctors tell me I am bipolar but haven’t been formally diagnosed by a psychiatrist so I am worried about going on meds but I can’t afford to see a psychiatrist so I am taking the risk and hoping the meds are the right kind.

I just want to know if anybody has any positive experiences to share about going on medication. Its a choice I really wish I didn’t have to make but it’s looking to be the best option for me.