I seem to notice that I have a tendency to feel a bit jealous when someone succeeds in something I want to achieve. But when I finally get the same success, I don’t feel like I deserve it. I think of it as me getting lucky, or someone more deserving just has a stroke of bad luck and the success should belong to them more than to me.

I noticed this while playing a game, but I realized that it applies to me in other things too.

What is wrong with me?