I’ve already told my mom about this so she asked me why. I told her my reasons, and she said I don’t have good reasons (at that time I wanted to switch genders). Recently, I “found out” my mom was lying to me. The only reason why she doesn’t want me to switch is because I’m her first daughter. Another thing I’ve “figured out” is that the only reason I wanted to switch was because I thought my girlfriend or boyfriend wouldn’t like me because of it (I have problems reading my emotions and I don’t except myself- the way I look at least). I’m guessing this means I’m non-binary, but I just don’t know what to do. My mom doesn’t support me and I can’t tell my dad about this. My siblings wouldn’t understand, and I’m to young to be able to go to a therapist by myself. I’m bi and I’m non-binary? What does this mean? What do I do?