When I knew I was in love with my husband, it wasn’t a struggle. I didn’t question it, I was in love.
Looking back on my first marriage, I think I did struggle, the entire time. I just tried to convince myself that I loved him. I’m not sure he ever loved me, though. He was a safe person for me to be with, I had been through something very traumatic and he was the first person I trusted enough to let into my life.
Looking back at things, I think I’ve only truly been in love, once. I’m still in love with him and it grows stronger every day. I’ve never met anyone like my husband.