The past two nights I’ve had bad dreams which has never really happened to me. The first night I dreamt that my mother and significant other both died and that my s/o killed himself. In the dream my mother turned out not to be really dead and told me that Matthew wasnt really dead either and when I went to go look for him she told me she was kidding and he was really still dead.
Last nights dream was that it was the end of the world which is a reoccuring nightmare for me and usually the only kind of nightmare i have, and in the dream, again, my s/o killed himself.
The second part of last nights dream was about Matthew informing me through a note and a list that he had been cheating on me throughout our entire relationship with many different women.
In the first dream I am somewhat calm about the situtation and am actually at one point worried at why I am not sad but then start hysterically crying. The second dream, I’m hysterical and the second part of the second dream I am very calm and only become slightly upset.
I don’t understand what could have brought upon these dreams, what they mean and how to make them stop. I’d prefer not to wake up crying in the middle of the night.

Topics: life, relationships, sleep, dreams, death, night