Until this week, I hadn’t forgiven myself for something; however, a friend unknowingly opened that door for me. It is something that I truly wish had never happened, especially once I realized a few things this week – something about the situation that really opened my eyes and let me know that I wasn’t the only one that should have been saying they were sorry. I realized that I accepted far too much of the responsibility and for that, I’m an idiot. I have a freedom in me, that I haven’t felt in quite some time. Even though the situation was really over, there were a few lingering feelings, that I should have done more. Nope, no more.
I have forgiven myself and am moving so far past that blip on the radar, it’s a good feeling. I owe my friend more than the person really knows, the one that helped me really move forward. A really good friend.