Clearly, you’r not a photon. We photons might as the same about you. How come when you move across time, you can’t reach the speed of light? Huh?
For us, there is only one moment: now. We are everywhere we will be or have been, all at once. We are constant as time flows around us. We travel not. We have been here forever and yet, we are not yet here. When it becomes obvious, you ask yourself how you could not have seen it before. Well, it’s because we were not there. You had no light, and with no light, no time, and no existence.
If we are there, or here, or everywhere, then you can have time. If we slow down for time, you all disappear. Time moves at the speed of light; that is, at the same speed as we. It can not catch up to us, or pass us, nor we it. Wherever we are, we are constant, availing any with photo-receptors to perceive.
Yet you persist in your silly fantasies. You believe in causality. You act as if everything is new, when in fact nothing is new or old. There is only is-ness. When you decide to be, you will know the answer to your question…. and every other question, too.