I was too shy to ask anyone for a date, and I’m socially retarded and physically unfit…I never would have qualified to be a stud. I remained a virgin till 22 and not necessarily by choice. I’m happy with my wife and family, so I would never change anything.
But if we’re going to live in the world of make believe, and say I could go back 20 years (I’d be 18), and I could be physically fit, have loads of self confidence and could bed any woman I wanted, and at the end of the day, there would be no chaos theory, no butterfly effect, no time travel paradox that undoes everything in the future, in other words, my love life and that of everyone else would be unaffected by this action…then yeah, OK, I’d probably go after aesthetics and have a bit more fun. Nothing wrong with cheap harmless sex as long as everyone’s on board. So what’s holding me back…I’d say reality.