Yes I have. Early February last year we first met and on April 4th I confessed I was growing feelings for her. Called a day later, talked for hours but didn’t actually discuss anything about my confession. She apologized for that after coming back inside and talking more through IMs, called and talked until my phone’s battery died just about every night until that summer when she flew to come on a boat trip with me.
She was the first girlfriend I’ve ever had and it was odd how everything seemed to come naturally to me; kissing, being there, etc. I was generally ungodly nervous in every sort of social situation but with her I felt more confident than I ever have. The first night we spent together after picking her up from the airport we sat out and watch the sunrise (which is when she lay on top of me and kissed me after I gave her a back massage) then went to the boat and fell asleep together after discussing how great it was to finally be together. Close to the end of the trip we learned that she had to move to England for 3 years, moving in late Jan or Feb.
That trip was great and no sooner than a month after returning home I eagerly got tickets to go see her again before the summer end. This trip I wrote down, and I could copy-pasta it all here but I won’t bore with details. It was fantastic and amazing and sexy and awesome. After coming back we were great for awhile until around my birthday she began to get cold and distant, which hasn’t really let up until recently. After I bought tickets to go see her over winter break it got even worse, and she said I don’t care about her.
She left on a road trip to florida with some other guys a few days ago and we haven’t really talk much since, but in 7 days I’ll be there at her airport so we’ll have to see what happens. Wish me luck~
…I wrote way more than I probably should have. Oops.