Really I find myself thinking on matters and truly only finding my self driving into insanity at which point I need to stop myself.

I think maybe the biggest problem for me is I do not feel like what the society of where I live considers “normal” is me at all. I have become a rather cold person bit boring possibly, though even with that I find the saying of “you should not care what people think, do what you want” Very hard to live or go by…..

I do not celebrate the holidays,my own birthday or anything of the such for the past couple of years my own family I feel now is my little brother and sister, and my grandma. Friends, well for me that is a loose term and often I find myself needing to be “fake” to accommodate differences as not to make a friendship seem odd or what have you…..which in the end annoys me a bit.

but I do not mind it , in fact, I have come to enjoy the simplicity,respect, and odd joy of being a loner, but maybe because without the random everyday things that come into play with whom “normal” people would have I find myself thinking too much.

do you yourself find this to be a problem.

I know this is pretty offbeat/odd question ,but alas if anything I just wanted your thoughts.