Ok people, this is a though one:
Iam a female, 31 years old, I recently started a relationship with this man, who I find very intresting and we share a lot in common, he is 50 years old, @ first I thought he could be 40, cause he looks quite good for his age and is one of those “ageless” people. we have dated a few times but only kissed and I was very into him.
Then I visited a girlfriend of mine and told her of it, she is very into “supeficial” details, like looks for example and she had a hard time accepting that he is “so old” and bald aswell. (not totally bald, but quite, shaves his head off). I told her I was attracted to him and I don’t get so easily attracted to men, only once in a while that I find someone intresting and she understood.
The problem is, since then, Ican’t get the age and apearence issue out of my mind, it really bothers me, we went to the beach the other day, without his shirt he does look 50, and I was feeling like everyone must think he is my sugar daddy.. I’m asking myself questions like “are you that desperate?” and stuff. In one hand I find it shallow and try to keep focus of how attracted to him I was before, but on the other, I am no longer connected to this emotion because i’m so caught up in thought, I can’t tell what I feel any more.
It is important to mention, that I am a very attractive woman and many men are intrested in me, but usually it is hard for me to find someone I am intrested in, and usually it is not the looks that strikes them out, but the approach, which I love about this man.

we are supposed to meet @ my house on thursday, should I go through with it?