@princessbuttercup, you’ve been having a hard time, but really, things will get better even if you can’t even imagine right now that that anything can change. One time, a long time ago, someone told me, “This, too, shall pass”. It’s short, it’s simple, but it’s something that has always stuck with me. Anything that’s ever been a hardship in my life, whether it’s just been one of ‘those’ days, finances aren’t at their greatest (or broke, in other words), or even a death, I look back to that simple thing phrase and remember ‘this, too, shall pass.’ And it will. Trust me on that.