@gemiwing unfortunately i have none of these and that includes family
@JeffVader great answer…most people just speed the process up with suicide when they make that decision
@davidbetterman…my track record for things I’ve been passionate about has shown that all i ever do is obsess over it for a few weeks or more and then drop it like a hot brick…sooo…
@adri027…see the problem with this approach and assumption…is I’m not holding on to anything…i have let go of even my sense of identity, all that has ever hurt my, or pleased me, all i have ever strived for or against…i have come to the conclusion that reality is nothing but a complicated and poorly fabricated meaningless illusion…
so what then do i have to be passionate about…? my complacency has nothing to do with your cliche notions of pain and suffering, of better or worse…it is a feeling of utter emotionless frigidness….so what then have you to say
what then have any of you to say…
why should I seek help or comfort or support
would any of that bring meaning to reality
no…reality would still remain pointless and meaningless…I simply would become once again, another mind trapped within an illusion of ignorance, that any thing we do here or on any other plane has any sort of importance and relevance
do you have any answer now people??? if so PLEASE tell me!