I do!
Heart murmur too.
If I get anxious or stressed or even scared my heart flips shit and breaks out with a weird arrhythmia. It hurts at the same level that a heart attack would according to the ER doctor one night.
Breathing can be really hard and I often have to stop whatever I’m doing and relax my body until I can breathe. That shortness of breath causes me to panic and sends my heart into a shitshow.
Eventually, I’ll have to have surgery to fix the valve, but it’s not bad enough yet. “It’s getting there.” was great to hear.