I have absolutely no desire to be transparent. That is about the last thing I want. I hope some mystery will remain with me right up to the end.
I have done nothing evil and nothing more illegal than exceeding the speed limit once in a while and, long decades ago, smoking a few controlled substances. I have no knowledge that would harm someone, and I am not being damaged by anything that I keep to myself.
Who could possibly care about a private attraction to someone where no relationship has been or ever will be? What good would it do anyone to know who sent the anonymous card to a coworker who was on hard times, with disguised handwriting and deliberate misspellings, and enclosing a cash gift to help her get by? What benefit would there be in revealing a quietly held politically incorrect attitude or a wild and reckless act in the long, long past or a hidden stash of emergency cash?
There is nothing the matter with my psychological and spiritual health. I don’t consider myself subject to someone else’s theories, even if they work well for others.