Today I went to the gym and got into a small fight with a guy. My friend Kaleb was calling me a “hoe” and a “p*ssy” and threw a pencil at me. I pushed him and then grabbed him by his shirt, and hit him really hard in his back. I feel so horrible about my behavior. It wasn’t ladylike. I also feel like I can’t confide in or trust anyone. Every single time I begin to like someone, they turn out to be total jerks. It’s like I am cursed to have horrible relationships, friendships, etc. I just feel like I am not bound for this life. I have no connections or ties with anyone. It’s me and me alone. What do I do?